Friday, January 30, 2009

Losing Motivation

I have been feeling so weird this week. I'm not unhappy, in fact, I honestly think this is the happiest time of my life thus far. I am really enjoying this semesters classes, in fact, I'm really enjoying being in school. I like it so much better than working 9-5. I think...think I finally know what I want to do when I grow up. The dogs are so happy and fun to be around. Jake is just great, and we really have fun together.

But this week I've just been off. I don't think the two snow days right in the middle of the week helped much, but I just haven't had motivation to do anything. I just spend my days on facebook, IMing, or just playing this stupid card game.

I haven't gone running since Monday, I don't ever feel like leaving the house. I'm behind in my homework. I feel tired all the time like I need more sleep, but I'm getting plenty of sleep. I did lift weights on Tuesday and Thursday, and am pretty sore from that, so I'm not sure if that's what's up. I've had plenty of time off, so I'm not sure is this is a case where laziness breeds laziness or what. I'm pretty sure I'm not getting sick, besides being tired I feel fine.

I am supposed to go to a play with my friend in Dallas tonight. I really don't want to go. I made a commitment, and will go, and will probably be glad that I did, but right now, I just want to curl up watch TV until Jake gets done with work, and then hang out at home, maybe give the dogs a bath and just chill.

Ugg, I really hope this passes.

1 comment:

Andie said...

Sorry to hear about your late January blahs.